【契子】

                                                                               

                                                                               

 今夜的月很圓。

                                                                               

 風卻是如此難捉摸,它總在你覺得應該是驟然無聲之時,

                                                                               

 吹起。

                                                                               

 

 晚上的樹叢比白天更多了份神秘,樹叢延伸出一片草皮,

                                                                                

 草皮緊貼著湖,湖邊有個身影。

                                                                               

                                                                               

 是個女孩。

                                                                                

                                                                               

 女孩拎著一個米白的小包包,站在湖畔,

                                                                               

 看不清她的表情,只知道她有一頭亮黑的長髮,隨著風飄逸。

                                                                               

 金黃色的路燈下卻有兩個影子,

                                                                               

 原來女孩旁邊還站了一個男孩,笑著。

                                                                                

                                                                               

「今天的風好涼。」男孩推了一下眼鏡,享受這些日子難得的悠閒。

                                                                               

                                                                                

『恩阿,真的好涼喔!』

                                                                               

 女孩轉了過來,這時才看得清楚,原來女孩也是笑著的,而且很甜。

                                                                                

                                                                               

「其實,這是我大一一整年來第一次晚上來竹湖耶!」

                                                                               

 男孩試著尋找一個角度可以一眼就看盡竹湖,但是卻不行,

                                                                                

 因為他發現他的視線離不開女孩。

                                                                               

 竹湖很美,但女孩略勝一籌。

                                                                               

                                                                                

『你知道我現在想做什麼嗎?』

 

 這一次,女孩把目光輕輕的放在了男孩身上。

  頓時空氣就如同凝結般靜止,只聽得見些許的蟲鳴與湖水流動的聲音。

                                                                               

                                                                                

「恩...我猜猜...釣魚?」

 

 男孩卻地下頭,不敢接上這目光。

                                                                               

                                                                               

『哈哈你猜錯了,我現在想...唱歌。』

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

 女孩閉上眼睛,開始哼著。

                                                                               

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  我 再多說一句                                                                   

                                                                                

                                                                               

 女孩張開眼睛,看著男孩。

                                                                               

 這次男孩來不及躲開。

                                                                                

 儘管女孩是單眼皮,但眼睛卻沒有因此而變小,

                                                                               

 男孩看著那對棕黑色的大眼睛,裡面有樹的倒影,路燈的倒影,

                                                                               

 還有他自己的倒影。

                                                                               

                                                                               

 男孩有點恍神,樹很濃密,路燈的光線很朦朧,女孩,很美。?

                                                                                

 風,卻在這一刻,停了。 

 

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不知道又是第幾個煩熱的夜晚,我躺在聽說是交大最老最舊的女宿竹軒

                                                                               

床上,壓在腦下號稱符合人體工學的枕頭(經過一個學期的摧殘後已經

                                                                               

明顯變得乾扁),被子早就已經被我踢到一旁,我側身背對室友那22

                                                                               

LCD電腦螢幕發出的亮光,懶得再去思考螢幕上的是哪一齣日劇,主

                                                                               

演的是哪一個明星。

                                                                               

                                                                               

                                                                                

                                                                               

我看了看手上的淡藍色Swatch,凌晨一點五十四分,五月二十號,星期日。

                                                                                

                                                                               

真煩,為什麼這隻手錶的聲音可以這麼吵?

                                                                               

                                                                                

很好,又是一如往常的景象,室友氣球仍舊宅在我的右後方盯著電腦螢

                                                                               

幕裡的山下智久,實在搞不清楚這傢伙每次表情就那幾種為什麼可以演

                                                                               

那麼多齣日劇,這樣就算了,每天晚上固定時間她都還會玩一種電

玩遊戲,然後看著螢幕激動的叫囂著,每次我跟紫綺看到這樣一個宅女

室友都不禁搖頭。

                                                                               

                                                                               

我左後方的室友珊珊昨天就回桃園了,我一直懷疑她是不是把大學當作

                                                                               

高中在唸,哪有人明明有住宿但一放學後就回老家的,每天耶!她不

                                                                               

累我看的都累了,當然我知道難免有些人會比較想家嘛,但是都大一下

                                                                                

了還這麼想家實在無法讓我理解。

                                                                               

                                                                               

不過也好,房間少一個人我們就多一份空間,就代表我可以再晚個幾天

                                                                               

才來整理那隨機分布在房間的襪子、衣服。

                                                                               

                                                                                

30度了耶!氣球你去買冷氣卡好不好,我快受不了了」我盯著冷氣遙

                                                                               

控器上的度數顯示無力的說著。

                                                                               

                                                                                

當然我知道氣球不會理我,因為她現在帶著耳機,音量之大甚至都可以讓

                                                                               

我隱隱約約聽到山下智久的聲音說著:「哈雷路亞,Chance!」

                                                                                

                                                                               

好吧,我放棄勸導室友去買冷氣卡,但是我也不想去買阿,看看我現

                                                                               

在整身的小粉紅睡衣,出去一餐小七買東西還要換衣服耶,麻煩死了,唉。

                                                                                

                                                                               

我讓自己的身體形成一個「大」字型,盡量讓自己的散熱面積變大,盯著

                                                                                                                                                                                                               天花板,想到悶熱的房間,無聊的室友,還有大一一堆令我無言的理論課

                                                                               

程,一種無力感油然而生。

                                                                               

                                                                               

我到底在幹麼阿?

                                                                                

為什麼要讓自己陷入這種環境呢?

                                                                               

                                                                               

                                                                                

當初高三準備指考時夢想的大學生活都跑去哪裡了呢?

                                                                               

我一次又一次的問我自己。

                                                                               

我的熱舞夢呢?,唉,算了,高中沒有參加熱舞社,上大學根本就很難跟上

                                                                                

社團的人,什麼lockingpoping我也分不太清楚,紫綺還賊賊的推薦我學

breaking,等到我弄懂啥是breaking後才知道她根本就是在惡搞我。

                                                                               

                                                                                

我的主播夢呢?,唉,以為上了交大傳科終於可以學點自己有興趣的東西了,

                                                                               

結果呢?我的主播台呢?我的化妝師呢?都沒有!有的只有客家語的課本

                                                                                

,我高中打死都想不到交大傳科的客家語竟然是必修,雖然不會太難,但是

                                                                               

我就真的沒有興趣阿!

                                                                               

                                                                                

我的淑女夢呢?唉,以前讀高中時,學姊回來時是如此光鮮亮麗,頂著我

                                                                               

夢想許久的大波浪捲,踩著恰到好處的黑高跟鞋,重點是還牽著一個百八型

                                                                                

男!我還記得當時學姊還笑著跟我說,

                                                                               

                                                                               

   「學妹,不用擔心,上大學後你一定會變得比我更漂亮的。

                                                                                

   你有這個潛力,真的!」

                                                                               

                                                                               

結果咧?對啦!我有變宅女的潛力啦!我今天才剛穿壞我上大學的第三雙夾

                                                                               

腳拖鞋,變漂亮?算了吧,不要變得比高中更醜就萬幸了。

                                                                               

                                                                                

                                                                               

我的型男夢呢?唉,不是說交大男生很多很多很多很多嗎!依機率來說也會

                                                                               

有不少帥的吧!但是在哪裡阿?我根本就沒看到阿!不是說交大女生很搶手,

                                                                               

很多人追嗎?可是我的,社團學長,系上同學,從來就沒有追過我阿!

                                                                               

我的直屬學長更狠,自從他問我要不要跟他一起玩魔獸我說不要後,他就再

                                                                                

也沒有跟我連絡了!

                                                                               

                                                                               

我真的有那麼糟嗎?好歹我高中聯誼時還是有人追的阿!

                                                                               

                                                                               

吼~說到聯誼,我的聯誼夢呢?該死,系上的班代上學期一開學不到兩個禮

                                                                                

拜就死會了,連學伴都要我們自己私下去找了,更不要說聯誼了。

                                                                               

                                                                               

哼,左思右想,千錯萬錯都是我選錯學校了,這裡根本就不是我該來的地方,

                                                                               

當初填志願填了10幾個政大師大都沒上,為什麼只填一個交大就上了?

                                                                               

為什麼阿!?

                                                                                

                                                                               

想到上次高中同學會那些傢伙都在討論哪裡的衣服比較便宜,鞋子比較好看,

                                                                               

我都插不上話,因為只有我在新竹阿!難不成要我跟她們討論新竹哪裡的貢

                                                                               

丸、米粉比較好吃,哪一票的飆車族火力比較強大嗎?

                                                                               

喔不,或許我還可以跟他們炫燿說我已經蒐集完全家的整套的神奇寶貝磁鐵了!

                                                                                

                                                                               

這又令我想到上次我在電話中跟我媽說7-11的奮起湖便當很好吃,她就

                                                                               

去買了一個然後邊吃邊跟老爸說:

                                                                               

                                                    

「我們家的女兒真是可憐阿,在新竹這樣的東西竟然算好吃...」

                                                                               

                                                                                

看著天花板,我搖頭,我嘆氣,當然我知道我並不能去怪誰。

是我自己選擇了這裡,填了志願,當初還信誓旦旦的跟媽媽說,我就是要讀

                                                                               

傳科,選系不選校!

                                                                                

                                                                               

唉,我的青春該不會就這樣一去不回了吧~

                                                                               

                                                                                

﹝碰!﹞

                                                                               

                                                                               

正當我還沉醉在我的悲慘世界中,房間的門突然被很大力的甩開,然後出現

                                                                               

一個紅色身影。

                                                                               

                                                                               

「完蛋啦~~!氣球、小冷,完~蛋~啦~!」

                                                                               

                                                                               

喔,剛剛我忘了介紹我還有第四個室友─紫綺,會忘了她是因為自從她上學

                                                                                

期交了個電機學院的男友後晚上就很少回宿舍睡覺了,存在感搞不好比珊珊還薄弱。

                                

                                                                               

『紫綺你怎麼這麼慌張阿,不是就算天塌下來也有妳男友在阿。』

                                                                                

 我慵懶的轉身看著在床下的紫綺,酸她已經成為我跟她打招呼的方式了。

                                                                               

                                                                               

「小冷妳不要酸我了啦!我看搞不好妳們也跟我一樣完蛋了

                                                                               

 紫綺隨手把包包扔在她的床上,坐在桌上不知道是在找什麼。

                                                                               

                                                                                

『喔?真的嗎?什麼事情會讓我們的傳科女神這麼慌張阿~』

 

 哈哈,我真是個壞女孩,虧人的感覺似乎會讓我覺得比較涼快耶。

                                                                               

                                                                                

「哼...我問妳,妳還記不記得有一個東西叫做客家專題報導?」

                                                                               

                                                                               

『......靠!』

                                                                                

 很明顯我完全忘記了有這一回事情,客家專題報導!?

                                                                               

                                                                               

「那我再問妳,妳還記不記得deadline是什麼時候?」

                                                                                

                                                                               

『這...這...我想應該是六月吧...』

                                                                                

 這真是太棒了,在這美好高溫的五月天我發現了我有一個專題進度是0!

  不過還有一個月,我想還是可以亡羊補牢的。

                                                                               

                                                                               

「如果是六月那我今天就不會衝回來了...冷涵穎,deadline就是後天!」

                                                                               

                                                                               

                                                                               

『不不是這樣的吧?…完蛋啦!』

                                             

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