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昨天打魔獸打到凌晨三點的我,今早獨自拖著半睡眠狀態的身軀去上課,

                                                                                

紫綺因為昨天直接在男友宿舍過夜,所以耳邊少了她對我玩線上遊戲不滿

                                                                               

的碎碎念。

                                                                               

                                                                                

本來還在朦朧狀態的我,在路上突然聽到路人的一段對話讓我精神為之一

                                                                               

振。

                                                                               

                                                                                

那是兩個看起來跟我一樣應該是昨天打GAME打到凌晨的男生,雜亂的頭髮

                                                                               

跟皺到不能再皺的白色T-shirt,腳上都穿著涼鞋,在交大這樣的男生再普通不過

了,只是這兩個似乎有點眼熟。

                                                                                

                                                                               

                                                                               

「ㄟ,我跟你說喔,我昨天你去睡覺後,我自己一個人打魔獸練功的時

                                                                               

 候你猜我看到誰?」

聽到這聲音,我猛然想起,這兩個人不就是上次在二餐大聲討論魔獸中紅野狼的男生嗎?倒是要感謝他們兩個,當初要不是有他們的情報,我現在可能還不知道魔獸這個遊戲。                                                                               

                                                                                                                                 

                                                                               

:「誰阿?」

                                                                                

「跟你說,我遇到了紅野狼!」

                                                                               

                                                                               

聽到這句話的時候,我整個人『噗嗤』一聲差點跌倒,還好這兩個男生沒發現。

                                                                                

                                                                               

「靠!真的假的,你遇到赤焰炫風紅野狼?可是我記得昨天明明就沒有

                                                                                

     國戰阿,你怎麼可能會遇到他?你確定你沒有眼花?」

                                                                               

「真的啦,就是那個紅野狼阿,我確認了很多次,開玩笑,我可是他的

                                                                               

         忠實粉絲耶,怎麼可能認錯!重點是我還看到一個更勁爆的東西喔!」

                                                                               

「你看到啥?我要聽我要聽!」

「就是阿...我看到紅野狼旁邊還有一個女聖騎!紅野狼在帶他練功!」

                                                                               

                                                                                

不會吧!昨天紅野狼帶我練功竟然被路人看到了...我連忙想想昨天有沒有在遊

戲中說過啥丟臉的話,不過想一想還好,我跟紅野狼一向都是用密語聊天的,應

該不會被人看到才是。

                                                                               

                                                                                

「靠~真的假的?那該不會是他線上的婆吧?」

                                                                               

「不可能啦,紅野狼根本不太說閒話的,怎麼可能會有婆?」

                                                                                

「還是說,紅野狼另外自己練一個聖騎幫他自己補血阿,我看依照紅野

         狼那種出神入化的操控技巧搞不好可以用雙視窗控制兩個人物。」

                                                                               

「不可能啦,我昨天有仔細看過,紅野狼拖怪的技巧的確沒話講,但是

                                                                                

  那個術士的玩家玩的超爛的,一看就知道是新手,絕對不可能是紅野 

      

  狼玩的。」

                                                                               

哇咧,我以為我已經進步很多了耶...結果在其他玩家眼裡竟然還是新手,看來

                                                                                

這遊戲畢竟還是比較適合男生,又不是每個女生都能像氣球一樣是女中豪傑,不過

                                                                               

想到這裡,這幾天紅野狼也沒有絲毫抱怨過我的技術差之類的話,讓我還以為自

                                                                               

己還算OK,哼,跟這兩個路人相較起來,紅野狼就有耐心多了。

                                                                               

                                                                               

                                                                                

                                                                               

「還是說那個女生是紅野狼現實的女朋友阿,我每次去網咖都會看到很

  多男生旁邊的女朋友都在陪他們打魔獸耶,好好喔~」

                                                                               

                                                                                

「這倒是有可能喔,我想紅野狼現實搞不是一個很帥的超級型男,玩世

  不恭的那種,反正我已經決定跟隨他一輩子啦,身為男人就要像他一

  樣!」

                                                                               

聽到他們在討論說那個女聖騎可能是紅野狼現實女友時,我在旁邊忍不住偷笑,

雖然自己也很清楚事實並不是如此,但是能夠聽到別人這樣獎,心中難免還是會

竊喜一番。

                                                                               

                                                                               

看著兩個路人的身影漸行漸遠,我仍然站在原地,看著來來往往的行人,裡面有

八九成都是男生,女生在這個校園似乎就只是點綴般的花朵稀疏的散佈在人群

中。

                                                                               

                                                                               

而鮮豔一點的花朵也幾乎都有綠葉相伴。

                                                                                

                                                                               

的確,交大的男生真的很多沒有錯,或許就像開學剛認識紫綺時他跟我說的一

樣,在這樣的環境裡,只要把自己打扮的光鮮亮麗,在特定的幾個活動或是社團

中露露臉,也不用過於頻繁,自然就會有一批又一批的男生送上門來,只要在其

中挑一個看得順眼,能夠對自己好的男生就好了,畢竟交大的學生出去工作的待

遇也都不差,這樣的作法似乎真的是很輕鬆寫意沒錯。

                                                                               

                                                                               

但是我總覺得,這樣少了什麼?

                                                                                

                                                                               

少了什麼?

                                                                               

                                                                               

我這樣問自己,我腦中再度浮現出當初我第一次在浩然把「台灣百年茶葉史」

                                                                               

這本磚塊書扳下來時,對面所出現的那雙眼睛,那個令我魂牽夢縈的瞬間。

                                                                               

                                                                                

少了什麼?

那個夜晚,我坐在天琅後面,紅野狼狂奔的速度拉扯著這一秒與下一秒的空間,忘不了的是天琅打上四檔時給我的微笑,一個再單純不過的微笑。

少了什麼?

                                                                               

                                                                                

紫綺對於男生的作法就好像是來到了法國巴黎的某間米其林五星級餐庭,服務生

                                                                               

會端上來的絕對都是主廚精心料理過的餐點,但是不一定會對胃,當然也可

                                                                                

以只嚐了一口就換下一道,優點是很輕鬆,只要坐在位子上輕輕的在menu

                                                                               

                                                                                 

一指,服務生就會自動把那道菜送上來,也比較優雅有氣質,但是缺點是

                                                                                

什麼?我想缺點就是法國餐庭裡會登上menu的一定就是那幾道菜了,就好像

                                                                               

會主動來追求的男生就是那幾種個性,那幾種條件的人罷了,當然不會太差

                                                                                

,但是,如果我今天在法國餐廳想吃臭豆腐呢?

                                                                               

                                                                               

那絕對是吃不到的!

                                                                                

                                                                               

少了什麼?

                                                                               

對,少了臭豆腐。

                                                                                

                                                                               

臭豆腐不好吃嗎?有人覺得難吃,但是有人很愛,然而今天如果一個女孩她一

                                                                                

輩子都只吃法國料理,那他是不是再也沒有機會嚐過臭豆腐這種小吃呢?

                                                                               

有可能她其實只吃一口就會愛上那樣獨特的味道,卻沒有機會了。

                                                                               

所以我不會就這樣待在法國餐廳裡等服務生把菜一道一道慢慢的送上來,我寧可

                                                                               

拿起我的行李,去台灣的夜市裡找我自己真正喜歡吃的,我想吃臭豆腐、豆乳雞、

                                                                               

港式滷味、五元麵包這些絕對都是法國餐廳吃不到的。

                                                                                

                                                                               

而對我來說,洪天琅就像是台灣夜市小吃般的吸引我,這種男生在各種活動、社

                                                                                

團都極少有機會出現,更不可能會出現在竹軒送宵夜,一定要自己去挖掘或是有

                                                                               

很奇特的緣分才能遇到,而我跟天琅的相識也是誤打誤撞,如果那天在浩然我看

                                                                               

中的不是台灣茶葉史,天琅挑的科目不是機統,我絕對不會認識這樣一個男生。

                                                                               

                                                                               

所以呢?所以我不想錯過,或許天琅一開始吸引我的是他的雙眼,他的外表,

                                                                                

然而經過幾次的談話跟相處,可能因為一直沉浸在自己的世界中,他擁有著

                                                                               

同年齡男生所沒有的單純,還有很難得的耐心跟細心,最難令我抗拒的是他那

                                                                                  

份對他自己所喜愛的事情的那份專注,那份認真,那份用心,儘管那只是一台紅

色野狼機車,儘管那只是一款線上遊戲。

                                                                               

                                                                               

所以我需要勇氣,一種勇於追求自己想要的幸福的勇氣,

                                                                               

而我相信我是有的!

                                                                                                                                                               

伸了一下懶腰,

                                                                               

看著路旁鳳凰木上從枝葉縫隙所射下的朝陽,

                                                                               

我吸了口氣,

                                                                                

往前邁進。

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